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It has been again a very long time since i last posted. It has been so crazy, so many things happened in a quite little time if you just think back. So basicly right now im trying to finish all my test this year in good grades, so i can go next you to this media university to study graphic design. I really can't wait. But to apply for this university i have to make a portfolio to satisvy them that i am good enough for that school. So i am very busy with that right now. First of all i had to buy a super expensive nikon camera, wich i can't afford right now, so i am just borrowing a professional camera from a photgrapher i have worked with. And im trying to find some perfect models so i can work my ideas out. The models search isn't a very big issue. I also have to include some grate drawings in my portfolio, and of what i know i don't think of myself i have made a great drawing yet, so i have to work on that too. Next to all the school work i have now and my parttime job.

Next to that, me and a friend of my decided to open an online extensions shop, to sell the good quallity extensions, wich are  just a little bit cheaper than the other stores. So i have to find some people who can make some flyers, and i have to find some people who can make a website. At the end the price doesnt matter, as long as we can sell good stuff. I will let you know when we have some more.

Im am just soo excited to work with the great models i have found for my portfolio, i will post pictures when we will do the photoshoots next week.

As i think back right now, i never thought i would be able to do the thing that i like. I am kind of proud of myself. Every idea i get in my head, i really think of it and try to find a way to figure it out. I don't think the way i used to think wich would be 'what ever, i can't do it anyway'.

Excuse me for my bad english.

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Hii Guys

I havent been online on buzznet for a couple of time. But im planning to get online as much as possible.

as a matter of fact, im alsoplanning to do videos. A lot of people have send me messages about how i do my make up and de headscarf. Now all i need to know is who would like me to do videos and who doesnt? Will you watch it? And what do you find interesting in a video.

I would love to hear your opinion.

hello hello :]]

this past view months has been a disaster for me, me would move to frannce, and the came back agin, and much more drama in between them, wich is kind of to much to typ xD

anyway, we are back in the netherlands now, and im sure we are gonna stay here, wich gives me a good feeling, to start my life again and get everyting on rails.

and i decided to make a twitter account so follow me :]

and again something, im thinking about buying a new cellphone.

the nokia e63

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what do you think of it? has someone experience with it?

and last...

i hope everyone who did fasting this month ended it happily and celebrates it with a good feeling.

i will keep updating

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so vryday i came back from my trip to belgium. i had so much fun! i was with 5 good friends in a house, where people always came by, drank someting, smoke a cigaret, watch horror movies. cant be better.

but really, i though for 3 days that i was gonna die. first day we had to go round 11 pm to a forest where it was so wet because of the rain, and the paths where so tiny and smooth, it was so scary, with no light, only me and a friend of my. and the other ppl of my room where way behind. so many scary things ahappend. a friend of my collapsed and fell in the water, so me and a guyfriend jumped after here, teachers came and yelled for help and all.

i mean, come one, teachers could at least join us to jump in the water, they letted us to everything, anyways..

we helped that girl the water out, (she was very heavy) , but we did our best, and when she woke up, she was so thankfull, i felt happy.

but after that, she went to our home and began to yell , atracted her hair, and tried to eat her fingers, it was so scary, it looked like she was possessed. view minutes later a teacher came and calmed her down, and her dad came the next morning to take her home.

that was the first day i thought i was gonna die.

second day we did canoe, for 20 km! my hands hurted so much, and it was freezing cold, my bones did hurt.

third day we went to walibi belgium, that was so much fun, we met some awesome belgium ppl, and omg, belgium boys are so cute!

fourth day we did survival, we went in big mountains and jumped down, jumped from helikopter, and did some walking high in a mountain on a very tiny rope.

and that night we stayed up till the morning in another house of friends, getting drunk, and smoke things, to remember our last day.

fifth day we where suposed to clean the house and be outside at 10 am, but our house slept at 9 am, and a teacher came yelling and dragging us outside. i think i forgot half of my stuff in belgium. inclusive my camera :[

hehe that was my story,, my fingers hurt xD

here are some pics.

o yeah, there where these japanese tourist in belgium that we saw when we did foodshopping, and since i have japanese lessons for over 3 months now, i could have a little conversation with them in japanese, they where so surprised, it was so cute XD

and one bad thing; i couldnt hang out with my bf much, because she hates sogaretes, and i wanted to hang out in houses where ppl smoke. so she forced me to not stay with her but to just have fun.

i thought that was very sweet. somehow i felt guilty, and so did she XD

okaay byee xx

hello everyone!

this monday i will go with my class on a schooltrip for a week. we are going to Belgium. so i wont be able to come online next week. i am so excited, its the first time im making a schooltrip with this class. i will make tons of pics, and i will make the bes week of it :].

but feel free to leave me comments :].

de sushi that me and my bf made :]

okay so i guess ill talk to yall soon :] bye xxx

waah it has been a while, hmm lets see, what where the important things that happend.

it was Sarah's birthday!!! , i love sarah, she is a koolkid:]]

we went out for the whole day, till night, after that, we did some midnight pizza, and then some nightkaraoke. waah crackers >.< xD

waah i had a very big smile XD , it was just a good day, and i ruined her hair :]]

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a boy at my class bought his little brother this teddy. i really loved it, so he gave it to me , :]]

im very happy, but im gonna buy his brother another one :]]

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yesterday i was chilling with my bf, and 2 other friends, we 4 of us skipped school, and stayed at pris her house :]] , we asked a guy who was working on the second floor of her house if he wanted to call our school and say that we are sick :]], yay, plan succeed.

we went to eat and shop and made some stickerphotos :]]

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and tadaaaa, today its by brothers b-day. hes 19 now :]]

i think being older is very interesting and more fun, so yeah, im happy for him :]] , we are gonna celebrate it tomorrow, with a lot of food and sweets, i will make pics of the yummy food and post it :]]

tadaa, today i went also to buy him some presents :], i got him choclate, perfume, some skin things for men (i dunno what it actually is, i asked a friend of my what to buy xD), and a card ;]

okaay byebye xoxo

Ello :]]

This is like the first time i have a weekend without studying all the time :], so this is how it feels.

yesterday i went to a wedding of my neighbour, it is very weird to see him now getting married.

but as long he is happy, its okay:]

it was a very beautiful wedding, i stayed till 3 am :], and they had got sushi, so i was happy:]]]

the candy's in it are very delicious :]]

today i am just going to watch some movies, edit some pics, and later do some homework.

getting prepared for the upcoming week:]

byebye ~

This week was a very interessting week for me :]]

there happened a lot of things, i rlly need to lay down and just think about what al happened to me!

there where a view good things and bad things.

first quiqly the bad things:

-my grades are getting more whorse

-my mom is back from vacation (i did miss her tough)

-my money is gone

and now the good things:]]

i dunno what i have to do without my bf !

wednesday we had to go for school to this meeting of politicians and write about it, it was at 8 pm , we stayed for 5 minutes and then we left because it was boring like hell xD

then we desided to go downtown to meet this boy my bf knows, and we should eat sushi in his parents' restaurant,, but than my bf couldnt go downtown because she hadnt her card with her to use the underground tube.

so we called him again, and told him we couldnt make it, it was kinda sad because i rlly wanted to eat sushi, and he was waiting for us :]]

and then Thursday we had this party for school in a club at 6 pm.

but before that me and my bf went after school (3:30 pm) direct to the boy and met him to go to play poletable and eat something, after that we went to rush to the schoolparty, but we got lost and arrived there at 8 pm ,, we did some dancing, and then after a half hour we left because it was getting boring, so we met up again with that boy and eated some sushi :]] , and drank boba tea, so much love :]]]

that where the highlights of the week ^.^

i want to eat sushhiiiii

xxoo thank for reading

to typ here a journal of my day.

like a blog

but i dont things anybody whants to read >.<

i think i finnaly found out who my true friend(s) are.

at the moment... im happy (*)